I have actually made The Bluewind Power a trilogy so that is why I haven't updated The Bluewind Power itself in a while. I may also change it into a 3rd person narrative and other things so yeah...
I decided since before I had my top story (The Bluewind Power) as a google doc available only to a select few: I would just take them off the shared list and post it to my website!
Anyone reading this can see it and anyone who previously could see it would have to access it through here.
Oh and every time I update it, it should auto update! So I hope you like the story!
First time meeting we say hi
It's all awkward
as we just stand there trying to find
something to say
Slowly but surely a friendship grows
laughing and smiling all day long
Fright hugs the heart with a tight suffocating embrace
courage sparks up
begging and hoping with all your heart - please say yes
Planting a small seed in the middle of the cold dark winter
love and care - just the right amount: not too little not too much
As we stand side by side next to each other in the darkness of the night
bright eyes shining
the moon reflecting
love showing up in the weirdest of people
blue eyes, green eyes, brown eyes all reflecting the beauty of love
On and on love infects
happiness grows quickly and easily
beautiful smiles shining in the midst of the crowd
Quick smiles flashed
across the room, across the hallway, across the ocean if need be
A flooding wave of emotion
heart beating quick
feel like the whole world just stops
the happiness makes you feel like you just want to just burst with the biggest grin
Days past, weeks past, months past, maybe even years past
keep hoping the love never stops
keep hoping the love never ends
Reality tells you there's always something that might happen
Mixtures of feelings flash
Confusion, hate, pain and anger
those are the feelings
Eventually there's a point
all there is is pain
all there is is hate
all there is is confusion
all there is is anger
Slowly drifting away
before ending it all
is that how all love must end?
all there is is hurt
sometimes you realize
you had all you ever wanted
all the happiness you could ever have
and maybe just maybe you want to go back and change it all
Maybe it'll work out
maybe it won't
But when you are in love with someone who loves you back.
Enjoy it while you have it.
Enjoy the rush of adrenaline at the little smiles
the easy laughter
the absentminded talk
Because forever isn't always forever.