I have actually made The Bluewind Power a trilogy so that is why I haven't updated The Bluewind Power itself in a while. I may also change it into a 3rd person narrative and other things so yeah...

I decided since before I had my top story (The Bluewind Power) as a google doc available only to a select few:  I would just take them off the shared list and post it to my website!
Anyone reading this can see it and anyone who previously could see it would have to access it through here.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1SdP3uX5wgGxfHdGkXUTrEQoE8OZfBb3O42XHBoSHRJk/pub

Oh and every time I update it, it should auto update! So I hope you like the story!

First time meeting we say hi
It's all awkward
as we just stand there trying to find 
something to say

Slowly but surely a friendship grows
time spent 
laughing and smiling all day long

Fright hugs the heart with a tight suffocating embrace
courage sparks up
begging and hoping with all your heart - please say yes

Planting a small seed in the middle of the cold dark winter
nurtured with
love and care - just the right amount: not too little not too much

As we stand side by side next to each other in the darkness of the night
bright eyes shining
the moon reflecting 
love showing up in the weirdest of people
blue eyes, green eyes, brown eyes all reflecting the beauty of love

On and on love infects
happiness grows quickly and easily
beautiful smiles shining in the midst of the crowd

Quick smiles flashed
across the room, across the hallway, across the ocean if need be

A flooding wave of emotion
heart beating quick
feel like the whole world just stops 
the happiness makes you feel like you just want to just burst with the biggest grin

Days past, weeks past, months past, maybe even years past
keep hoping the love never stops
keep hoping the love never ends
keep hoping

Reality tells you there's always something that might happen

Mixtures of feelings flash
Confusion, hate, pain and anger
those are the feelings 

Eventually there's a point
all there is is pain
all there is is hate
all there is is confusion
all there is is anger

Slowly drifting away
before ending it all
is that how all love must end?

Days afterward
Weeks afterward
Months afterward
all there is is hurt

Sadness overwhelms
sometimes you realize
you had all you ever wanted
all the happiness you could ever have
and maybe just maybe you want to go back and change it all

Maybe it'll work out
maybe it won't

But when you are in love with someone who loves you back.
Enjoy it while you have it.
Enjoy the rush of adrenaline at the little smiles 
the easy laughter
the absentminded talk

Because forever isn't always forever.